My story: PTSD ... feel so alone
July 12, 2009
Crash:
Passenger in car
Car went into ditch and hit a culvert under a driveway. Ramped up in the air. Hit 3 trees. Flipped over and and landed on top of me. I was projected out the window out of the car. I was trapped in waist area under car.
Injuries:
TBI
left amputated ear- reattached
Cuts on my face – scars
Broken jaw- 2 titanium plates
Broken clavicle
Broken ribs
Broken right arm
Broke lower back in 3 place
Broke upper neck in 2
Punctured hole in heart
Pain:
from greatest to least
My back hurts the worst- everyday
My PTSD is overwhelming
ANXIETY attacks
Controlling my emotions
My neck
Headaches
Jaw pain
Before crash:
Just graduated high school. With my first love. Dancer that traveled all around the country to compete.
How the crash has affected me:
Depression, PSTD, health issues, Pain, lost the love of my life
I am now in nursing school. Have 3 more semesters left. I want to be able to help others understand what is normal. Maybe just help one other person with there new path of living with there new life after an crash.
Its been more than 2 years. I want to talk to someone that understand what i am going thru. PTSD seems to control my life. My anxiety is awful. I am depressed.
PLEASE contact me. i WOULD LOVE TO TALK TO SOMEONE THAT I CAN RELATE TO